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Hi Frogie,

 

I have been following everything about your Xanax taper.  I feel for you and I would be frightened out of my mind as well, however (it's a big however) I really think you got this under control. I think you figured out the best possible course of action for your situation and I believe you will be fine. It's always a shock when you go in to see your doctor thinking it's going to be a certain way and then he suddenly tells you surprise, and it is not a good surprise. I think you had a shock and you needed to cry, now you are coming back fighting.

 

Shep,  Brassmonkey, Andy, and Rosetta all rallied around you and are supporting you. They are giving you some really great suggestions. You've got the best of the best helping you. You've got this.

 

Xo

Rachel

 

I am not a health professional in any way.  I do not give medical advice.   Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner.

 

NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER

April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20,  575 to 500 (13%),  Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg

Medications: Gabapentin, Prednisone 1.5mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily. 

HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER

Feb. 2016 to June 2016  - Was on 150mg Zoloft.  Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. 

Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June  2016,  reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016.  From July 2016  to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper.

STARTING SENSIBLE  ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE

Dec. 10 2016  - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg.   Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mgFeb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%).  Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg.  May 9, 2020 1.375 mg.  June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%).  July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%).  August 15, 2020 1.0 mg.  Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg.  Nov. 28, 2020 .75mgJan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%).  Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg.  May 1, 2021 .375mg.  May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg.  October 2, 2021 .043mg.  October 10, 2021 .038mg.  October 23, 2021 .035mg.  October 30, 2021 .032mg.  Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg.  Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg.  Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY

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The taper itself is not illegal.

 

The American War On Drugs is aimed at removing the source of any drug that could be used recreationally or abused.  In the eyes of the DEA and other law enforcement, people who take restricted drugs for any length of time are addicts and are abusing the drug.  It doesn't matter why the drug was originally prescribed. The people providing the drug are encouraging the abuse and are thus supplying the drug in an illegal manner.  Tapering a person off of a drug requires access to it over an extended period of time and that would prolong the abuse and increase the possibility of second party resale which is also illegal.  It comes down to the "letter of the law" which is what is "always enforced with out discrimination".  The needs of the patient are secondary to the control of the many.  This now gets off into discussions that are not of any value to this forum so I will stop here.

20 years on Paxil starting at 20mg and working up to 40mg. Sept 2011 started 10% every 6 weeks taper (2.5% every week for 4 weeks then hold for 2 additional weeks), currently at 7.9mg. Oct 2011 CTed 15oz vodka a night, to only drinking 2 beers most nights, totally sober Feb 2013.

Since I wrote this I have continued to decrease my dose by 10% every 6 weeks (2.5% every week for 4 weeks and then hold for an additional 2 weeks). I added in an extra 6 week hold when I hit 10mg to let things settle out even more. When I hit 3mgpw it became hard to split the drop into 4 parts so I switched to dropping 1mgpw (pill weight) every week for 3 weeks and then holding for another 3 weeks.  The 3 + 3 schedule turned out to be too harsh so I cut back to dropping 1mgpw every 4 weeks which is working better.

Final Dose 0.016mg.     Current dose 0.000mg 04-15-2017

 

"It's also important not to become angry, no matter how difficult life is, because you can loose all hope if you can't laugh at yourself and at life in general."  Stephen Hawking

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12 minutes ago, RachelSusan said:

Hi Frogie,

 

I have been following everything about your Xanax taper.  I feel for you and I would be frightened out of my mind as well, however (it's a big however) I really think you got this under control. I think you figured out the best possible course of action for your situation and I believe you will be fine. It's always a shock when you go in to see your doctor thinking it's going to be a certain way and then he suddenly tells you surprise, and it is not a good surprise. I think you had a shock and you needed to cry, now you are coming back fighting.

 

Shep,  Brassmonkey, Andy, and Rosetta all rallied around you and are supporting you. They are giving you some really great suggestions. You've got the best of the best helping you. You've got this.

 

Xo

Rachel

Thanks Rachel for your caring thoughts. Everytime I have a problem it's catastrophic and I'm thinking all the mods are saying, "not her again". They are going to say enough is enough and kick me off the site. But they are all being so compassionate and helping me every way they can. I couldn't ask for better people to help me. Especially everyone that I've made friends with. You are all so kind. I'm going to make it. Might be rough for a few weeks but can't be worse than what I've already been through.

 

Thanks. I hope you are doing well. I see you aren't using the cane. Awesome!

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Hi Frogie

 

So sorry you are having these issues with your Dr.  The good thing is you and us all have tremendous support from the mods so I have faith they will help you with this one and see you through whatever happens with your drugs.

 

I really feel for you.

 

Lots of love and hugs

 

Flowers xxx

15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM.  MAY 2014 Increased to 40 mgs per day.SEPT/NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10 mgs as per Dr instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations.Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes and limbs, muscle pain,fluct  temp, weakness, dep and anxiety, nausea, giddy, unstable when walking. Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. No Brom for 2wks.Found SA.APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.  JAN 2016 Started Cit Taper reducing by 5% per month.  28.5 mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs DEC crashed. 2017: FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit. 21 March 18mg Ven 20mg Cit. 4 April 9mg Ven 20mg Cit. Xanax .50mg when needed.  13 April 0 mgs Ven, 20mg Citalopram. Xanax .50 mg per day. 5 May reinstated a small amount of Ven to stabilize  1 mg twice a day. 20 mg Citalopram at night. Xanax .25 mg twice per day.Other Meds: Losartan (BP)Started 1993 at  50 mgs at night.  Seretide (Asthma) Started 1996 at 1 puff twice a day. Jan 2019 Antibiotic Ceclor 500mgs twice a day for bronchitis and  Atrovent 2ml capsules twice a day for asthma. Finished the course of both Jan 17. 

XANAX  Jan 27  - Feb 3 2019 Failed Valium Crossover.   Feb 14 2019  Updosed Xanax by .0625  Feb 17 2019 Decreased Xanax by .0625. Back to .50mg daily.  Update Xanax 28.2.20 tapered to .1250 mg 8am .25 mg midnight. Update Xanax 11.8.21 tapered to .25 mg at night. 

Current Meds 28.2.19: CITALOPRAM  20mg  taken at midnight. VENLAFAXINE  .9 mg twice a day at 8am and 10pm.  XANAX .50 mg split into 4 doses per day. 10am .0625mg / 2pm .1250mg/ 6pm .0625mg / midnight .25mg.Update 10.8.22 .25 mg at night.  LOSARTAN 50 mgs taken at midnight.  SERETIDE 1 puff taken at 8am and 10pm.   7.7.19 VENLAFAXINE UPDATE: Started tapering 10% every 4 weeks. Currently .4 mg twice a day at 8am and 10 pm.  2.9.19 .36 mg x 2. 1.10.19  .32 mg x 2. 26.11.19 .29 mg x2. 26.12.19 .26 mg  x 2. 23.1.20  .23 mg x 2.  20.2.20 .21 mg x2.20.3.20  .19 mg x 2. 21.4.20 .17 mg x 2. 19.5.20 .13 mg x 2.  18.6.20 .11mg  x 2 .18.7.20.10 mg x 2.1.9.20.09 mg x 2. 30.9. 20 .08 mg x 2. 1.11.20 .07 mg x 2.  2.12.20 .06 mg x 2.  8.1.21 .05 mg x 2.  4.2.21 .04 mg x 2. 9.3.21 .03 mgx2.  7.4.21  .02 mg x 2.  9.5.21 .01 mg x 2.  21.6.21 .01 mg x 1.  11.8.21 ZERO!

 

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Just sending some hugs your way Frogie! Hopefully you get this all sorted out soon 💚

Lexapro (10-20mg): 2010-2016

Lexapro 5mg: 2016-September 2017

Lexapro 2.5mg: September 2017-November 2017

Lexapro 1.25mg: November 2017-December 2017

Lexapro 1.25mg (every other day): December 2017-January 31 2018

Quick taper since I thought I had sfx, was actually withdrawal

Reinstated Lexapro .25mg: March 10, 2018

 

Lamictal: May 1-July 1 2016

Klonopin: July 1, 2016-August 1, 2016

Seroquel, Clonazepam, Xanax, Paxil, and others: 2010-2016

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6 minutes ago, Flowers said:

Hi Frogie

 

So sorry you are having these issues with your Dr.  The good thing is you and us all have tremendous support from the mods so I have faith they will help you with this one and see you through whatever happens with your drugs.

 

I really feel for you.

 

Lots of love and hugs

 

Flowers xxx

Thanks Flowers:

 

I'll be ok. Make small tapers and keep the dr happy. Then he won't taper me or take it away. They have no idea. But they have a job to do too. At least he has a heart.

 

Hope you are doing well.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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1 minute ago, TroubledThoughts said:

Just sending some hugs your way Frogie! Hopefully you get this all sorted out soon 💚

Thanks I really appreciate your kind thoughts. I'll make it I have a great support system here, now including you! I did receive your PM thanks...

 

Hope you are doing well.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Well...

 

What a horrible day yesterday! I just need to vent.

 

I wanted to get my Xanax prescription refilled. My dr usually gives me a 6 month supply. Not this time! He told me I was doing so well on tapering my Lexapro (down to 2mg), that I really need to start tapering off my Xanax. He suggested I start taking 1/2. I told him calmly that if he wanted to see me in the hospital then I would cut it in 1/2. So, he agreed that I could come up with my taper plan, and he would see me in 30 days.

 

You have to remember that I live in a very rural area. We don't have a dr in my town. I have to drive to the next town over to see him. Then the next town is out of state. He is a very good dr and I do trust him. He has helped me in many ways.

 

So, I came home after picking up my 30 days of Xanax and immediately panicked. What was I going to do? He was going to take my Xanax away? Well, he isn't. He just wants me to start getting off of it. He said I should have never been on such a large dosage for so long. He's right. And right now he's the only dr that will write antidepressants and benzo prescrptions. There is a clinic with 6 dr's. All of them refuse to write these prescriptions. My dr even paid for 2 of the dr's to go to medical school on the condition that they have to stay here and practice. Then my only other resource is a phychiatrist that you see over the tv. He took me off of everything else before I started tapering Lexapro and was ready to take away my Xanax. No clue, as usual. So I will never see him again!  I even called the next state from us, but they can't see me because they don't take my insurance because I don't live in that state. I even thought about driving 5 hours round trip to see my old dr. But I would be spending 5 hours on the road each month (cost of gas), he's not on my insurance, so would have to pay out of pocket (approximately $150.00) and then because he wrote the prescription, it wouldn't be covered under my insurance and I would have to pay out of pocket for that. Can't afford that.

 

Panic was really setting in. So I talked to Apace41. He's awesome. He got me calmed down and reassured me everything would be ok. I then started talking with Shep over on the Benzo Forum. She spent hours, and I mean hours with me. We came up with a plan that I think the dr will be ok with. I'm not stopping my Lexapro taper or the dr would be tapering my Xanax and I don't need that at all! We decided that I was going to do a small, small taper of 2.5% off each of my 1mg Xanax tablets. I'm going to do that for 30 days. Then I have to go back to the dr and report to him my progress. I think he's going to go for that and will give me a few refills knowing that I'm tapering both Lexapro and Xanax.

 

I don't recommend this to anyone! You should never taper 2 medications at the same time. But right now, I don't have a choice. Please don't do this without your dr being involved! And the mods on here. They know what they are doing!

 

I'm getting ready to weigh every tablet and take 2.5% off of each tablet. I'm going to cut the 2.5% off the tablet for now until I can come up with money for an easier way to do this. A mortar and pestle, empty gel caps and a small spoon to fill the gel caps off of Amazon.com. But my fiancé said he would help me with the cutting and weighing because of my hand (I took a fall in 2008 and have since been on disability because of my hand injury and foot injury). Can't afford the "tools" right now so I'm making the best of what I have. At least I have a scale.

 

I was was told to keep the extra that is taken off each tablet. So I have an empty medicine bottle and will be labeled with "extra Xanax".

 

I just want to thank everyone that came to my rescue when I really needed it. Flowers, Rosetta, TroubledThoughts, RachelSusan,

Manymoretodays, Brassmonkey, and anyone else that I might of missed. But especially Apace41, for keeping me calm through all of this and Shep for working so hard at putting together a plan that we think my dr will be pleased with.

 

I couldn't do this without my family here. Each and everyone of you are very special to me and I'm going to need all the encouragement that I can get right now. I know I'm in for a long road ahead of me. I may need to vent, or just have reassuring words.

 

I really appreciate everything everyone has said and done for me. I'm so glad I found this site!

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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29 minutes ago, Frogie said:

All of them refuse to write these prescriptions.

I'm so happy for you that you have a plan, Frogie!

 

When I read about the doctors you have encountered, I have two thoughts about our situation, as a whole, that battle each other.

Thought 1--Your situation demands that a doctor listen and prescribe to help you taper properly because of the fact that these drugs are so dangerous to quit cold turkey; a fact I'm sure you were not informed of before you took your first pill. I fully empathize with you and understand your desperate and panicked response!  If I hadn't recklessly tapered of Zoloft over a two month period, I would have had to work with my doctor on it. From past experience with that doctor, I don't think it would have been easy to convince her!

 

Thought 2--Then my next thought is, what if all doctors had refused to write the prescription in the first place? We would have no need for this forum and we wouldn't be going through this torture! So many of us would have had to use more natural ways to heal our emotions.

I know it wouldn't solve every person's problems, but if that had been the case for me, I wouldn't be dealing with the effects of withdrawal on my family and myself, nor experiencing the dread of beginning to help my daughter taper off Lexapro next.

 

Rest in the thought that you have a plan. I'll be praying for you!

Dalalea

 

Dalalea's Introduction

Off All SSRI Medications: Effexor 2010 one month
Sertraline 50 mg. but only took 25 mg. daily because of dizziness. 2010 to July 2017

Tapered over 2 months beginning the 1st of June 2017 -- Off Sertraline by July 30, 2017

Current Medication: Losartan (blood pressure), Albuterol (for asthma- only as needed)
Current Symptoms: tinnitus, hearing loss in one ear, allergies

My Plan: Prayer, Scripture, Walk, Yoga, Encourage Others, Healthy Eating
Generic SSRI Withdrawal Symptom and Plan Checklists and Graph.xlsx

Current Supplements: Magnesium Threonate, Fish Oil, probiotic, B-12, C, D-3

Current Essential Oils: Frankincense, Bergamot, Orange, Lemon, Lavender, Peppermint, Clove
Current Essential Oil Blends: Brain Power, Clarity, Stress Away

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5 minutes ago, Dalalea said:

I'm so happy for you that you have a plan, Frogie!

 

When I read about the doctors you have encountered, I have two thoughts about our situation, as a whole, that battle each other.

Thought 1--Your situation demands that a doctor listen and prescribe to help you taper properly because of the fact that these drugs are so dangerous to quit cold turkey; a fact I'm sure you were not informed of before you took your first pill. I fully empathize with you and understand your desperate and panicked response!  If I hadn't recklessly tapered of Zoloft over a two month period, I would have had to work with my doctor on it. From past experience with that doctor, I don't think it would have been easy to convince her!

 

Thought 2--Then my next thought is, what if all doctors had refused to write the prescription in the first place? We would have no need for this forum and we wouldn't be going through this torture! So many of us would have had to use more natural ways to heal our emotions.

I know it wouldn't solve every person's problems, but if that had been the case for me, I wouldn't be dealing with the effects of withdrawal on my family and myself, and experiencing the dread beginning to help my daughter taper off next.

 

Rest in the thought that you have a plan. I'll be praying for you!

Dalalea

 

I wish I would have never gone on these meds, but I did when going through a divorce. That was 20 years ago! No dr ever told me I really need to get off if these. So, I can't take it back only move forward.

 

I hope your daughter does well with her taper. Just go slower than a turtle and she will be ok.

 

Thanks for being here for me. It means a lot.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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17 minutes ago, Frogie said:

I hope your daughter does well with her taper. Just go slower than a turtle and she will be ok.

Thanks, Frogie. I just have to try! She had leukemia when she was 4-6 and treatment included full cranial radiation. :( Her brain functions differently, even as an adult, but she is independent with a job she loves. I don't want any of that messed up. She has a neurologist that I am going to ask to help us this spring.

21 minutes ago, Frogie said:

when going through a divorce

My SSRI use began a few years after my husband died. It seemed like a logical solution to help me function better at the time.

 

We are going to heal!

Dalalea

Dalalea's Introduction

Off All SSRI Medications: Effexor 2010 one month
Sertraline 50 mg. but only took 25 mg. daily because of dizziness. 2010 to July 2017

Tapered over 2 months beginning the 1st of June 2017 -- Off Sertraline by July 30, 2017

Current Medication: Losartan (blood pressure), Albuterol (for asthma- only as needed)
Current Symptoms: tinnitus, hearing loss in one ear, allergies

My Plan: Prayer, Scripture, Walk, Yoga, Encourage Others, Healthy Eating
Generic SSRI Withdrawal Symptom and Plan Checklists and Graph.xlsx

Current Supplements: Magnesium Threonate, Fish Oil, probiotic, B-12, C, D-3

Current Essential Oils: Frankincense, Bergamot, Orange, Lemon, Lavender, Peppermint, Clove
Current Essential Oil Blends: Brain Power, Clarity, Stress Away

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1 minute ago, Dalalea said:

Thanks, Frogie. I just have to try! She had leukemia when she was 4-6 and treatment included full cranial radiation. :( Her brain functions differently, even as an adult, but she is independent with a job she loves. I don't want any of that messed up. She has a neurologist that I am going to ask to help us this spring.

My SSRI use began a few years after my husband died. It seemed like a logical solution to help me function better at the time.

 

We are going to heal!

Dalalea

I'm sorry to hear about your daughter. But it's great news that she has a job and is independent. Just don't let the neurologist taper her fast. Dr's don't know anything about these meds I've decided.

 

It did seem like the logical thing to do. Not one dr told me they were bad and I shouldn't be on them. Now we are paying the price.

 

But yes we will heal!

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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59 minutes ago, Frogie said:

But yes we will heal!

:rolleyes: Yes! We will heal!

Dalalea's Introduction

Off All SSRI Medications: Effexor 2010 one month
Sertraline 50 mg. but only took 25 mg. daily because of dizziness. 2010 to July 2017

Tapered over 2 months beginning the 1st of June 2017 -- Off Sertraline by July 30, 2017

Current Medication: Losartan (blood pressure), Albuterol (for asthma- only as needed)
Current Symptoms: tinnitus, hearing loss in one ear, allergies

My Plan: Prayer, Scripture, Walk, Yoga, Encourage Others, Healthy Eating
Generic SSRI Withdrawal Symptom and Plan Checklists and Graph.xlsx

Current Supplements: Magnesium Threonate, Fish Oil, probiotic, B-12, C, D-3

Current Essential Oils: Frankincense, Bergamot, Orange, Lemon, Lavender, Peppermint, Clove
Current Essential Oil Blends: Brain Power, Clarity, Stress Away

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Just now, Dalalea said:

:rolleyes: Yes! We will heal!

:rolleyes:

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Dear Frogie

 

What an awful thing to happen to you out of the blue.  I expect you feel better now you have a plan of action and can go back to the Dr having tried your best to start your taper off the Xanax.

 

I'll be here if you need me Frogie every step of the way.

 

Good luck and let us know how you are doing.

 

Love from Flowers xxx

15 yrs on 20 to 30 mgs CITALOPRAM.  MAY 2014 Increased to 40 mgs per day.SEPT/NOV 2014 tapered in 6 weeks down to 10 mgs as per Dr instructions due to violent nightmares/palpitations.Given Noctamid (lormetazepam) to help with anxiety. On average took 2mg per day for 8 weeks.No taper was advised.DEC 2014 WD severe. Nervous tic in eyes and limbs, muscle pain,fluct  temp, weakness, dep and anxiety, nausea, giddy, unstable when walking. Different Dr suggested taking 20mgs CIT. BROMAZEPAM 3mgs up to 3 x daily for anxiety.DEC 9 2014 Updose CIT to 30mgs. Only taking BROMAZEPAM in emergency.DEC 31 2014 Settling at 30mg CIT - helping with depression. No Brom for 2wks.Found SA.APR 2015 Trying to stabilise on 30mgs CIT.  JAN 2016 Started Cit Taper reducing by 5% per month.  28.5 mgs 
FEB  Taper held bereavement. APR Taper resumed 27mgs . MAY 25.50 mgs .  JUNE 24 mgs .  JULY I stupidly mixed up my BP meds with CIT. Consequently took no CIT for 3 days and doubled my BP meds. Waiting for the fallout....Holding for a while until any chance of repercussions have abated. SEPT taper resumed to  22.5 mgs . OCT 21 mgs .NOV 19.95 mgs DEC crashed. 2017: FEB 3rd updose to 20.5 mgs to try to stabilise.FEB.switched over to 75mgs of Venlafaxine XR for 3 weeks.Too stimulating so switching back to Cit. 12 March 37.5 Ven and 20 Cit. 21 March 18mg Ven 20mg Cit. 4 April 9mg Ven 20mg Cit. Xanax .50mg when needed.  13 April 0 mgs Ven, 20mg Citalopram. Xanax .50 mg per day. 5 May reinstated a small amount of Ven to stabilize  1 mg twice a day. 20 mg Citalopram at night. Xanax .25 mg twice per day.Other Meds: Losartan (BP)Started 1993 at  50 mgs at night.  Seretide (Asthma) Started 1996 at 1 puff twice a day. Jan 2019 Antibiotic Ceclor 500mgs twice a day for bronchitis and  Atrovent 2ml capsules twice a day for asthma. Finished the course of both Jan 17. 

XANAX  Jan 27  - Feb 3 2019 Failed Valium Crossover.   Feb 14 2019  Updosed Xanax by .0625  Feb 17 2019 Decreased Xanax by .0625. Back to .50mg daily.  Update Xanax 28.2.20 tapered to .1250 mg 8am .25 mg midnight. Update Xanax 11.8.21 tapered to .25 mg at night. 

Current Meds 28.2.19: CITALOPRAM  20mg  taken at midnight. VENLAFAXINE  .9 mg twice a day at 8am and 10pm.  XANAX .50 mg split into 4 doses per day. 10am .0625mg / 2pm .1250mg/ 6pm .0625mg / midnight .25mg.Update 10.8.22 .25 mg at night.  LOSARTAN 50 mgs taken at midnight.  SERETIDE 1 puff taken at 8am and 10pm.   7.7.19 VENLAFAXINE UPDATE: Started tapering 10% every 4 weeks. Currently .4 mg twice a day at 8am and 10 pm.  2.9.19 .36 mg x 2. 1.10.19  .32 mg x 2. 26.11.19 .29 mg x2. 26.12.19 .26 mg  x 2. 23.1.20  .23 mg x 2.  20.2.20 .21 mg x2.20.3.20  .19 mg x 2. 21.4.20 .17 mg x 2. 19.5.20 .13 mg x 2.  18.6.20 .11mg  x 2 .18.7.20.10 mg x 2.1.9.20.09 mg x 2. 30.9. 20 .08 mg x 2. 1.11.20 .07 mg x 2.  2.12.20 .06 mg x 2.  8.1.21 .05 mg x 2.  4.2.21 .04 mg x 2. 9.3.21 .03 mgx2.  7.4.21  .02 mg x 2.  9.5.21 .01 mg x 2.  21.6.21 .01 mg x 1.  11.8.21 ZERO!

 

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1 minute ago, Flowers said:

Dear Frogie

 

What an awful thing to happen to you out of the blue.  I expect you feel better now you have a plan of action and can go back to the Dr having tried your best to start your taper off the Xanax.

 

I'll be here if you need me Frogie every step of the way.

 

Good luck and let us know how you are doing.

 

Love from Flowers xxx

Thanks Flowers:

 

Shep on the benzo forum is so sweet. She worked really really hard to get me a plan that my dr will approve.

 

I'm sure when I go back next month the dr will give me more refills (or hope). I can tell him I am tapering.

 

Thanks for the kind thoughts.

 

Hope you are doing well.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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I’m glad you got this straightened out.

 

2001 Remeron , Celexa, prozac a week on lithium. 

2014 went off effexor and trazadone in 3 weeks. 

2014 zoloft (hyper reaction) put on effexor 75 mg. Was stable until 2017 

2017  Trazadone 50 mg (June) Effexor to 113 mg (2 weeks) Effexor 150 mg for a month . Took 75 mg until November. . Lithium 10 days, Lamactil 10 day  aug-nov15 ativan

October : Prozac bridge to get off 75 mg of effexor Used 10 mg of prozac. Stopped prozac 3 wk 

Dec 6, 7 Upped trazadone from 50 to 100 mg Did it for 3 days Stopped it

Dec 7 , Dec 8 Took prozac again 0.1 , 0.1, 0.6 stopped it

Dec 11 and Dec 12 upped it to 100 again

Dec 15 , 16,17 went back to 50 mg of trazadone

December 18 Began 3 beads of effexor  Dec 25 began 5 beads of effexor take 10 mg of omneprazole daily

 

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33 minutes ago, Downbutnotout said:

I’m glad you got this straightened out.

Thanks I am too.

I see you updosed and feel better. That's awesome!

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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It was just for a few hours. I think I just imagined it. I’m glad this site helped you. You’re doing so well! 

 

2001 Remeron , Celexa, prozac a week on lithium. 

2014 went off effexor and trazadone in 3 weeks. 

2014 zoloft (hyper reaction) put on effexor 75 mg. Was stable until 2017 

2017  Trazadone 50 mg (June) Effexor to 113 mg (2 weeks) Effexor 150 mg for a month . Took 75 mg until November. . Lithium 10 days, Lamactil 10 day  aug-nov15 ativan

October : Prozac bridge to get off 75 mg of effexor Used 10 mg of prozac. Stopped prozac 3 wk 

Dec 6, 7 Upped trazadone from 50 to 100 mg Did it for 3 days Stopped it

Dec 7 , Dec 8 Took prozac again 0.1 , 0.1, 0.6 stopped it

Dec 11 and Dec 12 upped it to 100 again

Dec 15 , 16,17 went back to 50 mg of trazadone

December 18 Began 3 beads of effexor  Dec 25 began 5 beads of effexor take 10 mg of omneprazole daily

 

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2 minutes ago, Downbutnotout said:

It was just for a few hours. I think I just imagined it. I’m glad this site helped you. You’re doing so well! 

You will feel better just hang in there.

 

I'm just starting. I don't know what's going to happen.

 

 

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm glad your doctor listened to you and that you're able to taper at your own speed. Good luck hun. HUGS. :wub:

My memory is a sieve.  What I can remember:

2006- Effexor started at 75mg upped to 300mg

somewhere after 2008- Switched to Cipralex started at 5mg upped to 20mg

2017- added Wellbutrin 150mg to Cipralex 20mg

occasional use of Ativan 0.5mg sublingual, usually given 7-10 tabs  -- (last used Nov 2017 ... previous? my mom's death probably? 2013)

Cold turkey Nov 13, 2017 (used Ativan once a day when it was unbearable until Rx finished)

24 Jan. 2018 - Reinstated Cipralex 5mg

31 Jan. 2018 - started Cetirizine Hydrochloride for severe allergies due to tattoo --- stopped 24 Feb. 2018

26 Feb. 2018 - Coversyl 4mg

 

Currently: 5mg Cipralex , 16mg Serc (for Meniere's), 4mg Coversyl (high blood pressure)

Supplements: 300mg Magnesium

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1 hour ago, JustCallMeJane said:

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm glad your doctor listened to you and that you're able to taper at your own speed. Good luck hun. HUGS. :wub:

Thanks I appreciate you stopping by.

 

It means a lot to have friends here.

 

I will make it!

 

Hope you are well.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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15 hours ago, Frogie said:

I'm just starting. I don't know what's going to happen.

 

Hi Frogie,

 

How did you do with the bath the other day?   Did it help with relax and some of that good old "stinking thinking" type thought stuff?  I just call it that, I think it came from some CBT I did long ago.  I know from experience.......that sometimes if I don't catch it quickly........it then can spiral.......... into me actually believing some of it.  Do you know what I mean?  The thought spiraling?  The stinking thinking?  I'm wondering if there is a certain time of day when this gets worse........or peaks? This would be something to include in your  medication/symptom journal for us.  It might prove helpful. 

 

Try and catch it in the meantime, then check it, and then change it.  Catch, check, change......the thoughts.  Give it a whirl, if you can.......so simple, but not, until practiced.  My best guess is that it might be related to some old patterns.........but possibly........it may peak with medication/drug tapers.......and you can begin to work around it.

 

So glad to see you are working through to a solution.  And will just reiterate what Shep had mentioned.  As you are decreasing a bit, from each of your alprazolam doses..........I would ask you to consider holding steady with your escitalopram.  Just hold in other words.

 

I think you can manage this Frogie.  I really do.  I'd encourage you to believe that what will happen is going to be manageable.  Maybe even better than manageable?  What color might that be?

 

Love, peace, healing/inrecovery, and growth,

mmt 

 

 

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Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks.

Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016.  And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed.  Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022.  Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider.  My success story:  Blue skies ahead, clear sailing

 

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wishing you well with your taper,Frogie.

try to remain positive and take it 1 day at a time...you'll get there.

 

don't come on here much anymore to post,mainly read other's posts....just feeling so worn out after almost 4 years of WD.

 

take good care of yourself 

hugs,ds  xx

went on Prozac 1994-99,60mg.poopout ct  back on 2001-2002,prozac weekly 2002,not working,Effexor 75 mg.?2003-mar.2004 gaining weight 8wk. taper,wellbutrin 150 mg.mar. -may 2004 ctmedfree til july 2005 back to Prozac gaining weight again,back on wellbutrin jan.2006150-300 mg.bad constipation.also was taking aygestin(hormone)perimenopausal irregular bleeding.back on Prozac around sept,?2006,hysterectomy jan30.2007(adenomyosis)off&on Prozac til 2009,citalopram about 1 mo, April 2010 no effect,Effexor again may -mar, 2011.ct,Prozac aug,-dec, 2011 &sept-nov 2012,paroxetine oct,23 2013-may 4 2014 20 mgs.tapered 6 wks.-failed RI in Oct.2014-in protracted WD.started 10 mgs. Fluoxetine May 25 2021 .Stopped fluoxetine May 2022 at 5 mgs.

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6 minutes ago, manymoretodays said:

 

Hi Frogie,

 

How did you do with the bath the other day?   Did it help with relax and some of that good old "stinking thinking" type thought stuff?  I just call it that, I think it came from some CBT I did long ago.  I know from experience.......that sometimes if I don't catch it quickly........it then can spiral.......... into me actually believing some of it.  Do you know what I mean?  The thought spiraling?  The stinking thinking?  I'm wondering if there is a certain time of day when this gets worse........or peaks? This would be something to include in your  medication/symptom journal for us.  It might prove helpful.  Try and catch it in the meantime, then check it, and then change it.  Catch, check, change......the thoughts.  Give it a whirl, if you can.......so simple, but not, until practiced.  My best guess is that it might be related to some old patterns.........but possibly........it may peak with medication/drug tapers.......and you can begin to work around it.

 

So glad to see you are working through to a solution.  And will just reiterate what Shep had mentioned.  As you are decreasing a bit, from each of your alprazolam doses..........I would ask you to consider holding steady with your escitalopram.  Just hold in other words.

 

I think you can manage this Frogie.  I really do.  I'd encourage you to believe that what will happen is going to be manageable.  Maybe even better than manageable?  What color might that be?

 

Love, peace, healing/inrecovery, and growth,

mmt 

 

 

Hi:

 

The bath was wonderful. Calmed me down a lot. And let me get my thoughts together. My dr isn't being mean, he just wants to see me get off these horrible meds. But he has no bedside manner at all. He just says it as he thinks. So he really gave me the whammy! 

 

I have been nauseous for last couple of days. It's called nerves. I just have to get it together and I know it's going to be fine. No one is going to let anything happen to me. I haven't had much of an appetite the last couple of days either. But I'm making myself eat. Bananas, yogurt, things like that.

 

But after coming home and panicking, talking to Andy, you, Shep and other people here I knew I was going to be ok. I just have to do what he wants. But give it to him in small, small increments. I think the dr will be reasonable. But, the catch is... He doesn't want me to stop tapering my Lexapro. I'm going to see how I'm doing in a couple of weeks and go from there. I hope this small taper of Xanax will allow me to keep tapering my Lexapro. 

 

I just started with the taper of the Xanax this morning. But I will keep notes. Don't know if I'll write a journal, but I will keep notes if I feel a change. I can let you know. Maybe I won't feel a change lol... Like that's going to happen. But I can wish and think positive about it!

 

I think way too much. But I don't have things to do, places to go. You know. So I sit and watch tv and think. I need to figure out something to keep me busy, but right now I just really don't feel like doing anything.

 

I'm so glad you told me you think it's manageable because right now I'm just still freaking out over the whole thing. But I think after today, starting my Xanax taper, I'll be ok. Right now my color is BLACK. I'm sure it will change to a pretty nice color as soon as I know how I'm going to feel and do on this.

 

I don't think I have ever read your signature. Were you ever on a benzo? And did you taper more than 1 med at a time? If so, how did it go? Just curious.

 

I just have to stay positive and everything will be fine. I'm not going to sit here and think about it. I'm going to sit I know that, but I'll think of something positive.

 

Thanks for caring. It means a lot.

 

Hope you feel better.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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6 minutes ago, direstraits said:

wishing you well with your taper,Frogie.

try to remain positive and take it 1 day at a time...you'll get there.

 

don't come on here much anymore to post,mainly read other's posts....just feeling so worn out after almost 4 years of WD.

 

take good care of yourself 

hugs,ds  xx

Hi DS:

 

I'm glad you stopped by. Means a lot.

 

It was a huge shock to the system when the dr gave me the news, but after talking and careful thinking, I'll be ok. I'm going to take it slow, and I have lots of help and support. I don't know what I would do without this site and everyone here.

 

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. I hope you get a good long window and heal quicky so you can enjoy yourself.

 

Again, thanks for caring. It really does mean a lot.

 

Don't be a stranger. Stop by more often. Would love to hear from you.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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:o:)B)  Well okay then.......Black it isIn bold no less.  It is Lent.........or Lint, if you will..........I like Lint...........you know, the kind that gets on your clothing and you have to pick it off and let go of it.  Do you do any kind of church or religion?  Or just plain spiritual beliefs?  Good Friday is coming up at the end of the month.  I may or may not partake in a service but definitely will do the Easter celebration. 

 

I only very briefly did a benzo in my "psychiatric patient career".  Ativan and/or Klonopin.  A day or two of a low dosage and I thought.........Are you serious???  Couch potato, and it was so hypnotic, I could barely remember a drive home once from somewhere.  I actually prayed the entire time as my "anxiety" was through the roof on the freeway.

 

Anyway........sometimes and sometimes still........once I get into the act of just doing........well then it's easier.  And I gotta get doing, like an hour ago!!!!  My middle name is Late.  Not really....... that's a joke.

 

Sounds like you may need to just try to get out of your usual comfort zone a bit soon.  T.V. all day is just not good.  How's that stationary bike thing going?  Would you consider setting up your own FB group type thing, to talk with others here on or even some of your other friends?  I think you can do a private group fairly easily.  I'm not sure.......... but Baylissa Fredericks(hopefully spelled right) may have a group going on FB too, that you could contribute to.  She does a lot of work with people on benzo's.  Have you tried Claire Weeks stuff?  Just suggestions Frogie.  We all want the best for you.

 

Love, peace, healing/inrecovery, and growth,

manymoretodays

 

And hello Direstraits!!!   I'll stop in your introduction/journal soon as I get a minute.  (((((()))))))

signed: manymore(late)todays.......

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Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks.

Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016.  And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed.  Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022.  Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider.  My success story:  Blue skies ahead, clear sailing

 

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Yuppers BLACK and BOLD. :ph34r:But  I'm sure it will change eventually. I guess I'm just angry and still in shock. I like the Lint, you pick it off your clothes and get rid of if it. I'm spiritual. I was raised Congregational (off of Methodist). My fiancé is Baptist. Are you Mormon? My parents were, but I chose not to when they changed. We haven't found a church out here (in almost 5 years). I do pray everyday for everyone and everything. We like our Sunday's. We do laundry, watch NASCAR and football (when it's on). I go to my therapy appt on Good Friday. My fiancé took the day off and is going with me. He hasn't met this therapist yet. I haven't been since I think October, so thought I better check in with her. My Uncle is coming Thursday for Easter, but we won't go to a service. We will find something to do for a couple of hours on Saturday to get my Uncle out of the house. He will go home Monday. 

 

I don't feel anything when I take my Xanax. I think I've taken it so long it's pooped out like antidepressants do. But I'm not stopping it! I've read horrible stories, people have seizures and stuff. So going to taper it like everything else. And Shep certainly knows what she is doing in this department. (I didn't even start taking it for anxiety. I started it because I had a muscle in my throat that was tight and felt like I was choking. It's called globulus something, can't exactly remember the name.) Like you and Andy know what you are doing handling my Lexapro.

 

I don't feel comfortable going on a Facebook page that is not private. I think there is already a Facebook page on here. I have a private one, but I only go on there to wish people happy birthday and see my granddaughter. But too much bs and politics on there for me. I'm very private on there because of some people. I was just thinking about getting on the exercise bike again when I got your message. I ride for about 10-15 minutes on a medium level. Makes me work out. 

 

There is is nothing out here to do. I used to get 5-7 magazines a month, but read them within a couple of days and then I was bored again. Waste of money. I could dust and vacuum, but in 10 minutes you can't tell because of the country dirt. I'll be glad to go home. I think if I was happier here, I would want to do more. But, once again, there is nothing to do here. Not even ditches of water. It's all dried up. Like I said, cows, corn, wheat and tumbleweeds and very rude people.

 

I have a book I bought on Amazon. The Antidepressant Solution by Joseph Glenmullen, M.D. But just can't get into it. I think I need a simple read. I love John P. Gray, but I've read all his books. I bought one of those adult coloring books. Drives me nuts, too busy for me. And if I read like Claire and things like that it makes me think too much. I loved all that 50 Shades of Gray. And have 2 of the movies. Waiting for the 3rd one to come out on DVD. 

 

Probably bored you enough. But it's nice to talk with someone that cares and listens. It's nice to know that people want the best for me.

 

Thanks...

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

 

 

 

 

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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1 hour ago, Frogie said:

I think way too much. But I don't have things to do, places to go. You know. So I sit and watch tv and think. I need to figure out something to keep me busy, but right now I just really don't feel like doing anything.

 

This is the problem for me.  I am tired, and I'm afraid of over stimulating myself, but I have too much time to think! -- R

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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This is the problem for me.  I am tired, and I'm afraid of over stimulating myself, but I have too much time to think! -- R

That is exactly how I feel! I don't do anything. I don't leave the house unless I have to. I don't clean. I make sure dishes and laundry are done, but that's it. I like my comfort zone. But maybe we can figure out something so we don't think too much! Let me know if you come up with anything.

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Well Frogie, it's time to change your color to purple, by painting yourself.  Or rather having some friends paint you.  I want you to sit quietly in a room where you won't be bothered.  Start this song playing and close your eyes.  Imagine that there is a bucket of bright purple paint hanging over your head and it start to drip on you.  Soon its running down your face and getting all over the place.  Two friends show up to help clean things up, it's Mickey Mouse and Goofy.  They try many different things but finally decide that painting you and the room will be the best way  and in typical Mickey and Goofy style they paint everything in sight including themselves and end up breathless rolling on the ground laughing at themselves and the mess they have made.

 

 

 

20 years on Paxil starting at 20mg and working up to 40mg. Sept 2011 started 10% every 6 weeks taper (2.5% every week for 4 weeks then hold for 2 additional weeks), currently at 7.9mg. Oct 2011 CTed 15oz vodka a night, to only drinking 2 beers most nights, totally sober Feb 2013.

Since I wrote this I have continued to decrease my dose by 10% every 6 weeks (2.5% every week for 4 weeks and then hold for an additional 2 weeks). I added in an extra 6 week hold when I hit 10mg to let things settle out even more. When I hit 3mgpw it became hard to split the drop into 4 parts so I switched to dropping 1mgpw (pill weight) every week for 3 weeks and then holding for another 3 weeks.  The 3 + 3 schedule turned out to be too harsh so I cut back to dropping 1mgpw every 4 weeks which is working better.

Final Dose 0.016mg.     Current dose 0.000mg 04-15-2017

 

"It's also important not to become angry, no matter how difficult life is, because you can loose all hope if you can't laugh at yourself and at life in general."  Stephen Hawking

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Thank you Brass:

 

It took away my tears for a few minutes and made me smile. :)

 

I will be ok, just take things nice and slow. 

 

And of course, please the dr so he will continue writing my prescriptions.

 

I appreciate you caring.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

 

P.S. Will it be horrible tapering both Lexapro and Xanax at the same time? I'm just nervous. I don't want to be one that is in WD for years and years. I feel so bad for them. :(

 

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Hi Frogie, sorry to hear about your Xanax situation.  I hope you can find some way to taper safely.  Am thinking of you ...

PAST

Gabapentin:  about 6 months in 2015, 300-900 mg, cold turkeyed Sept 2015 (at same time dc'd Klonopin)

Klonopin: June 2014- Sept 2015; 1mg tapered over 6 mths, dc'd at 0.25mg, withdrawal hellish (perhaps because of concurrent dc of gabapentin)

Mirtazepine: Jumped off at 2.4 mg. (stable in 8 months).

Seroquel:  June 14 - July 24, 2016, 25 mg alternate nights; smaller doses for shorter periods. Total use about 3 months 

Lamictal: March 19, 2018 - 1 mg; March 23 - 1.25 mg; April 6 - 2mg. Discontinued at 2 mgJuly 1, 2018 due to Steven Johnson Syndrome.

 

CURRENT

Supplements: Vit D, turmeric

Naturethroid: 65 mcg for hypothyroidism

Trazodone: Oct 2015 - June 2016; 75 mg tapered over 2 mths, intense w/d after 3 weeks. Reinstatement: 07/25/16 - 25 mg; updosed 08/03/16 - 50 mg;  10/01/16-  62mg; 03/24/17 dropped to 50 mg (stable in 2.5 months)

                           Current psych meds: Trazodone 50 mg

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5 minutes ago, Survivor1 said:

Hi Frogie, sorry to hear about your Xanax situation.  I hope you can find some way to taper safely.  Am thinking of you ...

Thanks:

Shep on the Benzo form is awesome. She has figured a way to taper so my dr will be happy and I can continue my Lexapro taper. She worked really hard and couldn't have gotten to this point without her.

 

I'm so glad you can sleep! That's awesome news. No more magnesium for you. :)

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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Hey Frogie, I'm so sorry you have had to go through all this extra stress.  However, it appears you have a solid plan now which is wonderful news.  I really think you are going to be okay.  Much Love K xo

  • Citalopram 20mg - 40mg ~ approx 2010 - October 2015 (stopped over one week)
  • Parnate  20mg - 50mg and olazapine 5mg ~ Jan 2016 - May 2016 (ceased over 2 days) 
  • Lithium 450mg-900 mg and Thyroxin ~May 2016 - May 2017
  • Diazepam various doses (including PRN) ~ 2015 - 2017
  • Oxazepam various doses (including PRN) ~ May 2016 - June 2016
  • Lurasidone 20mg ~Mid May 2016 - Mid June 2016
  • Vortioxetine 10mg - 20mg ~ 6th June 2016 - 20th July 2016 (abruptly ceased)
  • Amitriptyline 200mg ~July 2016 - September 2016 (ceased over 1 week)
  • Nortriptyline  (dose ?) ~October 2016 ~ November 2016 (abruptly ceased)
  • Seroquel XR 100mg - 300mg ~ May 2016 - August 2017 (ceased over 3 weeks)
  • Escitalopram 10mg - 30mg ~ August 2016 - March 2017 (ceased over 2 weeks)
  • Bupropion 300mg ~ December 2016 - May 2017 (ceased over 1 week)
  • Clonazepam 1.5mg daily ~ July 2016 (started tapering May 2017 - September 2017 currently on 0.375mg..ie 0.125mg TDS) 27th May 2018 5% 0.357mg (possible paradoxical reaction - see benzo thread)  28th June 5% 0.337mg, 28th July 10% 0.303mg, 12th September10% 0.272mg, 18th September reinstated 10% due to intolerable WD 0.303mg, 1st October-11th Oct 10% (1% reduction over 10 days) 0.272mg, 22nd October clonazepam ceased crossed over 10mg diazepam
  •  Dexamphatamine 20mg ~ December 2016 (started tapering October 2017 - tapered 1.25mg 4th Dec 2017, 1.25mg 19th Dec 2017 6.25mg, Speed up decrease due to major interaction between Dex and fluoxetine- ref to thread 10% 17th Feb 2018 5.63mg, 10% 21st Feb 2018 5.1mg, 10% 26th Feb 2018 4.5mg 10% 28th Feb 4.1mg, 10% 1st March 3.7mg, 10% 5th March 3.3mg, 10% 8th March 3mg, 10% 10th March 2.7mg, 10% 12th March 2.4mg, 10% 14th March 2.16mg, 10% 16th March 1.94mg, 10% 18th March 1.74mg, 10% 20th March 1.57mg, 10% 21st March 1.41mg, 10% 22nd March 1.26mg, 10% 23rd March 1.13mg, 10% 24th March 1.01mg, 10% 25th March 0.9mg, 10% 27th March 0.81mg, 10% 29th March 0.73mg, 10% 31st March 0.66mg, 10% 2nd April 0.59mg , 10% 4th April 0.53mg, 10% 6th April 0.47mg, 10% 8th April 0.42mg, 10%10th April 0.37mg, 11th April 0.2mg, 12th April 0.1mg (last dose) OFF! 
  • Fluoxetine 40mg ~December 2016 - 31 Jan 2018 reduced to 20mg (probable serotonin toxicity) 10th March 2020 10mg (1:1 ratio), 7th April 9mg, 1st May 8.5mg, 15th May 8.0mg, 27th May 7.5mg, 8th Sept 7.2mg, 2nd Oct 7mg, 19th Oct 6.8mg, 28th Oct 6.6mg, 5th Nov 6.4mg, 26th Nov 6mg, 2nd April 2021 5.9mg, 9th April 5.8mg, 19th April 5.75mg, 22nd April 5.7mg, 26th April 5.65mg,28th April 5.6mg, 1st May 5.5mg, 4th May 5.45mg, 7th May 5.4mg, 10th May 5.35mg, 12th May 5.3mg, 15th May 5.25mg, 18th May 5.2mg, 20th May 5.15mg, 22nd May 5mg, 10th July 4.5mg, 9th Aug 4.48mg (switched from syringe to pipette method), 12th Aug 4.46mg, 14th Aug 4.4mg, 18th Aug 4.38mg, 19th Aug 4.36mg, 20th Aug 4.34, 21st 4.32mg, 22nd 4.3mg, 23rd Aug 4mg (hold), (micro-taper) 12th Oct 2021 3.98mg, 14th Oct 3.96mg, 15th Oct 3.94mg, 16th Oct 3.92mg, 17th Oct 3.9mg, 18th Oct 3.88mg, 19th Oct 3.86mg, 21st Oct 3.84mg, 22nd Oct 3.82mg, 23rd Oct 3.8mg, 24th Oct 3.78mg, 25th Oct 3.76mg, 26th Oct 3.74mg, 27th Oct 3.72mg, (WD reached intolerable level, reinstated 0.06mg) 28th Oct 3.8mg, 7th March 2022 3.7mg, 21st March 3.6mg, 4th April 3.5mg, 18th April 3.4mg, 2nd May 3.3mg, 16th May 3.2mg, 20th June 3.1mg, 4th July 3mg, 18th July 2.9mg, 12th September 2.7mg, 18th October 2.5mg, 14th Nov 2.3mg, 12th December 2.1mg, 18th January 2023 1.9mg, 9th July 2023 1.88mg, 16th July 1.86mg, 23rd July 1.84mg, 30th July 1.82mg, 6th Aug 1.80mg, 10th Sept 1.7mg, 12th Oct 1.68mg, 23rd Oct 1.66mg, 30th Oct 1.64mg, 6th Nov 1.62mg, 13th Nov 1.60mg, (2:1 ratio) 30th Dec 1.597mg, 7th Jan 2024 1.595mg, 8th 1.592mg,  10th 1.589, 11th 1.587, 12th 1.585, 13th 1.583, 14th 1.58 cont… 5th Feb 1.56mg, 11th Feb 1.55mg, 19th Feb 1.54mg, 26th Feb 1.53mg, 4th March 1.52mg, 11th March 1.51mg, 25th March 1.50mg, 1st April 1.49mg, 8th April 1.48mg, 15th April 1.47mg, 22nd April 1.46mg, 29th April 1.45mg
  • Diazepam 10mg ~ 22nd Oct 2018, 10th November 8mg, 14th Nov 7mg, 8th December 6mg, 30th December 5mg (Nocte), 7th March 2019 4.5mg,14th March 4mg, 5th April 3.5mg, 9th April 3mg, 18th April 2.5mg,1st May 2mg, 17th May 1.75mg, 25th May 1.6mg, 4th June 1.59mg, 5th June 1.58mg, 6th June 1.57mg, 7th June 1.56mg, 8th June 1.55mg, 22nd June 1.4mg, 4th July 1.2mg, 16th July 1mg, 30th July 0.8mg, 13th Aug 0.6mg, 28th Aug 0.4mg, 10th Sept 0.2mg, 23rd Sept Off! 
  • SR Circadin 2mg (melatonin) 25th May - 20th June 
  • Zolpidem 10mg 25th May (7 tablets)
  • Supplements: Magnesium glycinate (soluble - sip throughout the day) 

 

"Whenever you feel yourself doubting how far you can go,  just remember how far you have come.  Remember everything you have faced, all the battles you have won, and all the fears you have overcome"    Unknown 

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3 minutes ago, Kristine said:

Hey Frogie, I'm so sorry you have had to go through all this extra stress.  However, it appears you have a solid plan now which is wonderful news.  I really think you are going to be okay.  Much Love K xo

It was quite a shock to say the least. But Shep is really good and has me on a great plan. So I'm going to be fine.

 

Thanks for the concern.

 

I hope you are feeling a little better everyday.

 

Take care,

Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil.

Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

I am not a medical professional.

The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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