littlebird: tried tapering Pristiq - will try tapering Wellbutrin instead

[RachelSusan]

@littlebird Good for you. How did the talk go? Was she receptive?

[littlebird]

1 hour ago, RachelSusan said:

@littlebird Good for you. How did the talk go? Was she receptive?

 

NO! She kept saying "doctor approved," even when I pointed out most of her recent health complaints are side effects of Celexa and it's not good to take 10mg one day and 20mg the next. She was convinced to hold off on adding in anxiety med on top, but got so agitated just talking about meds that she ended the talk. Well, I tried! Will keep trying, she's having memory and heart problems and her anxiety is out of control (no wonder with nervous system going up and down like that).

[j1290]

How you feeling with the taper and meds and everything, LB?  I hope you're able to get some good rest.  

[RachelSusan]

@littlebird You tried with you mother. I think those of us that have gone through what we have with the medications ask a lot more questions, which is good for us.  Those that have not gone through it don't see the need to ask the same questions or to be wary.  I have tried to have these conversations with other people that I care about as well.  I didn't have much luck but I always ended the conversations by telling them if they run into any trouble I am here for them. I applaud you for trying.

 

Any more symptoms from the last Gabapentin cut? How is it going with the Pristiq?

[littlebird]

12:15pm - Slept late, took 25mg Wellbutrin IR & 100mg Gabapentin pill together 

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin

4pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin liquid

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin

8pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

10pm - 25mg Pristiq

Bed - 100mg Seroquel

 

Rested today, glad I took some time! Trip home always a little weird, especially weird with memories/feelings coming up from taper.

 

2 hours ago, RachelSusan said:

Any more symptoms from the last Gabapentin cut?

 

Not too much (just same increased emotionality), but I haven't cut on this trip yet. Might try it tomorrow and see how it goes. 

 

2 hours ago, RachelSusan said:

How is it going with the Pristiq?

 

It's weird! Wishing I could just boot it out and focus on the other stuff, or go back in time and stop taking it way back when. Ah well. How are you doing?

[littlebird]

4 hours ago, j1290 said:

How you feeling with the taper and meds and everything, LB?  I hope you're able to get some good rest.  

 

Roller-coastering mildly! Going back to where I grew up is disruptive. I want to just kick it and watch tv and play video games! Work and wedding planning feels like homework I don't want to do (and deadlines are coming up). Teen LB in full effect, feeling more surly and irresponsible than usual. How you doing? Recovered from travel/time change?

[Fifree]

31 minutes ago, littlebird said:

I haven't cut on this trip yet. Might try it tomorrow and see how it goes. 

Hey lb I think it’s not recommended that you make any med changes during periods of stress whether good or bad. And it sounds like your trip is a bit of a mixed bag at best in that department. Maybe just take it easy on the changes until you’re home again. 

 

27 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Teen LB in full effect, feeling more surly and irresponsible than usual

This made me smile. I sometimes turn into my cranky oppositional eye rolling teen self too. I know I’m being a little **** but can’t stop lol

[littlebird]

16 hours ago, Fifree said:

I think it’s not recommended that you make any med changes during periods of stress whether good or bad. And it sounds like your trip is a bit of a mixed bag at best in that department. Maybe just take it easy on the changes until you’re home again. 

 

I'm so glad you said this. I'd been considering another drop today since I've held at this dose for what feels like a couple weeks now, but also being back around my parents and the dreary state I grew up in is not feeling so great. No need to add more emotionality in! Gonna keep holding, better to stay as stable as I can.

[littlebird]

WOW, tapering conversation is a no-go. My mom got very agitated and angry when I (calmly) pointed out that the things she complains about the most (weight gain, heartrate issues, brain fog) are side effects of Celexa. She's been on psych meds (mainly this one) for 23 years, and is scared to even lower the dose. Trusts the psychiatrist implicitly! You know, I might have reacted the same way at another point in life. Who knows.

 

Hurts to see this go on! She started taking them when her marriage to my dad was falling apart, and just never stopped. She's in a much better place, but is scared to be off them. Ah well, I tried.

[Thorin]

2 hours ago, littlebird said:

Hurts to see this go on! She started taking them when her marriage to my dad was falling apart, and just never stopped. She's in a much better place, but is scared to be off them. Ah well, I tried.

It‘a hard but you can’t change them. I’m in the process of cutting off my father. He won’t change. I keep hoping he will but I’m starting to accept that he won’t. Now I have to be strong and put some boundaries in place to look after myself even though it’s painful and anxiety provoking. 

[littlebird]

1 hour ago, Thorin said:

He won’t change. I keep hoping he will but I’m starting to accept that he won’t.

 

Oh, that eternal wish for change! So hard. Comforting my inner children about it.

 

1 hour ago, Thorin said:

Now I have to be strong and put some boundaries in place to look after myself even though it’s painful and anxiety provoking. 

 

Not easy, but getting easier! Maybe boundaries are like a muscle that gets stronger the more we flex it. Scary!!! There are younger parts of me who still feel it's not safe to stand up for myself. Much better than it was, but still a ways to go!

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5 Gabapentin 

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5 Gabapentin 

5pm - Not falling asleep at this dose, going to hold at this level until I’m home I think

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

8pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

10pm - 25mg Pristiq

11pm - Not as amped up as I was, body getting used to change I think

12am/bedtime - 100mg Seroquel

 

Well, I'm wearing a watch. Didn't think I'd ever be a watch person, but it's useful for keeping track of med times (and I was asking my partner what time it was way too often). Got a hand-me-down watch, and I know what time it is all the time now. Ugh, still, a watch! I don't know why I've resisted wearing one my whole life. Maybe because my parents always wear them? Who knows.a

 

Well, the thing I was afraid of is happening! Tapering is definitely affecting work. I’m more anxious since tapering Gabapentin (but not falling asleep during the day). Freezing when I need to act, and avoiding things I need to do. Not working enough hours. Uh oh! BUT at least I’m not falling asleep…?

 

Oh wow, being home is bringing even more of the cPTSD to the surface! Glad I have compassion and coping skills under my belt.

 

Gratitude

Been walking a bunch! Feels good to be more active.

 

Day started stressful, ended up nice. 

 

Grateful to have a warm home to be in on this cold rainy night!

 

Enjoying a hot cup of tea. Such a pleasure!

[Addax]

“I'm a lil magpie collecting healing methods wherever I find 'em!” ~ littlebird 3/25/23
 

Saw your words (above) written on another thread and wanted to come here to tell you how great they are. Something about it is just very cool and whimsy.  

It sucks tapering is disrupting your work. I hope the wave passes quickly.
 

My week has been a bit bumpy as well. I’m currently in denial that it has anything to do with tapering. I kinda want it to be anything but that.

 

… and I’m glad you have those things under your belt, too.

 

 

 

Edited March 25, 2023 by Addax

[littlebird]

7 hours ago, Addax said:

“I'm a lil magpie collecting healing methods wherever I find 'em!” ~ littlebird 3/25/23
 

Saw your words (above) written on another thread and wanted to come here to tell you how great they are. Something about it is just very cool and whimsy.  

 

Thank you! 🥰 I appreciate that.

 

7 hours ago, Addax said:

My week has been a bit bumpy as well. I’m currently in denial that it has anything to do with tapering. I kinda want it to be anything but that.

 

… and I’m glad you have those things under your belt, too.

 

I was a lil in denial about that too, then realized if it isn't tapering... then that means my PTSD symptoms are becoming disabling. So let's hope it's a taper thing that passes soon! I'd love to get back to feeling motivated and get more done in a day.

 

7 hours ago, Addax said:

It sucks tapering is disrupting your work. I hope the wave passes quickly.

 

Oh yeah, it's a wave! I was thinking "this is my new normal" which seems to be a pretty common trauma response. Waves come in, and they also go. Gotta remember that everything changes, and this could too. Hoping our bumpy weeks even out soon! 

 

Thank you for stopping by! Hope your day was a good one.

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

8pm - 97.5 Gabapentin

11pm - 25mg Pristiq

1am - 100mg Seroquel

 

Was doing better with schedule till missing 10pm Pristiq, but I got it an hour later. Guess I’m staying up late tonight! This isn’t easy while traveling, but I’m getting the hang of it.

 

I'm so stressed about upcoming wedding that whenever someone well-meaningly asks about it I get an anxiety-stomachache. It'll be here before we know it and there's so much left to do! Wish I had better focus, I keep dropping balls.

 

Gratitude

It snowed today! Rare for me to see some snow. Nice to see, and also glad I don't live in it anymore. I'm a tropical bird

 

Had a nice time with my dad and stepmom today, seems like they’re both doing well.

[Thorin]

12 minutes ago, littlebird said:

8 hours ago, Addax said:

My week has been a bit bumpy as well. I’m currently in denial that it has anything to do with tapering. I kinda want it to be anything but that.

 

… and I’m glad you have those things under your belt, too.

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I was a lil in denial about that too, then realized if it isn't tapering... then that means my PTSD symptoms are becoming disabling. So let's hope it's a taper thing that passes soon! I'd love to get back to feeling motivated and get more done in a day.

Exactly this LB. I’m in the same boat. After a week from hell, today I feel good if a little wobbly around the edges. At this early stage for you I’d probs assume it’s WD. You haven’t dropped your meds so much that they won’t still be partly masking the PTSD symptoms. Either way you have to treat it as real though….

 

14 minutes ago, littlebird said:

h yeah, it's a wave! I was thinking "this is my new normal" which seems to be a pretty common trauma response. Waves come in, and they also go. Gotta remember that everything changes, and this could too. Hoping our bumpy weeks even out soon

Story of my life for the last 12 months. This is me now! Hold up, it was just a wave and I didn’t realise….. on repeat

 

11 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Had a nice time with my dad and stepmom today, seems like they’re both doing well.

Lovely. Glad you had a good day

[littlebird]

31 minutes ago, Thorin said:

Exactly this LB. I’m in the same boat. After a week from hell, today I feel good if a little wobbly around the edges. At this early stage for you I’d probs assume it’s WD. You haven’t dropped your meds so much that they won’t still be partly masking the PTSD symptoms. Either way you have to treat it as real though….

 

Oof, my man, being home with my parents is definitely exacerbating the ole cPTSD. You know, maybe that's also why it's hard to work here. I'm dissociated a lil bit, was kinda that way in Florida too. Glad I didn't drop the taper further while I'm doing family time!

 

31 minutes ago, Thorin said:

Story of my life for the last 12 months. This is me now! Hold up, it was just a wave and I didn’t realise….. on repeat

 

Wish I could see them coming! It's like I constantly have my back to the ocean (never a safe idea). The waves keep surprising me, and I never know when one is gonna pull me under for a little while.

 

31 minutes ago, Thorin said:

42 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Had a nice time with my dad and stepmom today, seems like they’re both doing well.

Lovely. Glad you had a good day

 

It helped a lot to have my partner buffer the situation. Conversing is hard since tapering, not sure why exactly. I could chat it up before, and it takes real effort now. I keep wanting to escape social situations and go isolate. Meds, PTSD, social anxiety, or all of the above??

 

Hope this gets easier. Words in person aren't coming easy, and I'm shy in a way I haven't been since I was... a teenager. Oop, there's that age again! Hm... gonna ponder this one a bit.

 

I've got one on one time with my dad tomorrow, never know how that is gonna go. Fingers crossed! Practiced setting strong boundaries with my therapist in our last session, here's hoping I won't need 'em and they come easy if I do. The practice was a good idea. He had me run through them a few times and put things in my own words, he's really good.

[littlebird]

Super grateful for this site. If I hadn't found it, I'd still be popping a cocktail of interactions every morning (not to mention I'd be a hell of a lot more lonesome). Thank you, everyone! ❤️

[littlebird]

Thinking of bringing my laptop along and looking up my dad's psych med cocktail tomorrow, I'd bet money he has interactions going on too. If so, maybe we can get him on a schedule that helps. His doctor is the "medicate the side effect of one drug with another drug" type and last I heard, his polydrug combo is a staggering one. 

[Thorin]

8 minutes ago, littlebird said:

 

Oof, my man, being home with my parents is definitely exacerbating the ole cPTSD. You know, maybe that's also why it's hard to work here. I'm dissociated a lil bit, was kinda that way in Florida too. Glad I didn't drop the taper further while I'm doing family time!

That’ll definitely do it. I stay away from my dad mostly (in the process of cutting ties) and my mum passed back in 2013. Bring around them always messed me up.

Definitely a good plan to hold while you’re away!

10 minutes ago, littlebird said:

It helped a lot to have my partner buffer the situation. Conversing is hard since tapering, not sure why exactly. I could chat it up before, and it takes real effort now. I keep wanting to escape social situations and go isolate. Meds, PTSD, social anxiety, or all of the above??

I’ve found the same thing. I think I’m the past I was numb so all my focus went on the conversation. Now whatever’s going on inside me distracts me, plus the emotions themselves influence my conversation skills. Plus I’m nervous and scanning myself and everything around me because WD messes you up and traumatises……. Plus I used to drink more which helped.

 

12 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Hope this gets easier. Words in person aren't coming easy, and I'm shy in a way I haven't been since I was... a teenager. Oop, there's that age again! Hm... gonna ponder this one a bit.

Sounds like you’re slowly coming back to who you once were, just with more support and skills now and a good therapist and support to help you work through things this time. Feel like this is what’s happening to me….

 

13 minutes ago, littlebird said:

I've got one on one time with my dad tomorrow, never know how that is gonna go. Fingers crossed! Practiced setting strong boundaries with my therapist in our last session, here's hoping I won't need 'em and they come easy if I do. The practice was a good idea. He had me run through them a few times and put things in my own words, he's really good.

Good luck! Setting the boundaries can be difficult. But worth it!

[littlebird]

1 minute ago, Thorin said:

Plus I used to drink more which helped.

 

Oh snap, I bet this is a big part of it. Normally I'd be a few drinks deep quickly with them, and it used to help a lot. Tonight it was sparkling water and less than sparkling conversation.

 

Surprised at how difficult it is to stop drinking! I didn't even do it that often, but I surely did seem to lean on it in social situations. Hoo boy, this is a transition.

 

3 minutes ago, Thorin said:

Definitely a good plan to hold while you’re away!

 

Thank god I didn't taper in Florida like I originally planned! I think I might've snapped. It was easier to keep a calm tone of voice and maintain boundaries without joining my mom in yelling when she had a random rage-attack yesterday. I think if I'd been more emotional, I would have raised my voice too and spiraled the situation further. I was able to be deadly calm, which helped. Tapering while in triggering place would not be the move! Phew, super grateful.

 

5 minutes ago, Thorin said:

I’m nervous and scanning myself and everything around me because WD messes you up and traumatises

 

Yoooo, yeah! I can't have my back to a door. I thought that symptom was in my past, but my hyper-vigilance is up. 

[Addax]

6 hours ago, littlebird said:

I was a lil in denial about that too, then realized if it isn't tapering... then that means my PTSD symptoms are becoming disabling. So let's hope it's a taper thing that passes soon! I'd love to get back to feeling motivated and get more done in a day.

PTSD… and going through tapering and withdrawal. That is a brutal combination. Which you, clearly, already know.  I’m sorry you have the experiences of either and that being a collecting magpie is out of necessity. What will you collect when you’re healed?

[littlebird]

3 hours ago, Addax said:

I’m sorry you have the experiences of either and that being a collecting magpie is out of necessity. What will you collect when you’re healed?

 

Ooh, good question!! Hm... I suppose the same thing I also collect: things that make me teeheehee and tricks to wring more happiness out of my brain. My current "dopamine drip" is pokemongo, I am nerding it up over here and it's making it walk more so I'm counting it as a win.

 

3 hours ago, Addax said:

PTSD… and going through tapering and withdrawal. That is a brutal combination.

 

Wish I could do a poll here. I wouldn't be a bit surprised if many of us have PTSD/cPTSD and that is why these meds never did much for us (and why we were so medicated in the first place). 

 

Thank you for the kindness and support! You brightened up my grey morning.

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5mg Gabapetnin

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

10pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin 

12am - 100mg Seroquel

 

Another busy day! Kinda trying. Keeping at it!

 

Gratitude

Saw some rainbows today!

 

My dad is healthier than I expected and coping fairly well with his challenges. Glad we had another nice visit today.

 

My dog's injury is getting better! So glad to see her in less pain.

 

All the bird avatars on here are making me smile.

[littlebird]

Tapering while visiting where I grew up is not easy! So much is coming to the surface. Did some big processing last night and cried myself to sleep, which made me think of how much I did that as a kid and I got even more sad. This **** ain't for the faint of heart!

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5 Gabapentin

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

8pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

10pm - 25mg Pristiq

12am(ish) - 100mg Seroquel

 

I’ve been able to stay way more calm on this family visit than I would have on more meds. Kinda funny I’m more in  control with less meds, didn’t expect that. Thought I’d be way more reactive, but I’m chill. And by chill I mean “taking hits but not engaging or making things worse.” I will be paying the bill for this compartmentalizing, but it’s worth it I guess? Definitely more in touch with trauma/grief, but I needed to process all this sometime.

 

Gratitude

Been letting myself play a bit more than usual, it’s both self-soothing and some good inner child work.

 

Helped my mom out today, and had a lot more patience than I would have pre-tapering. Who woulda thunk?

 

Been extra kind to my inner child on this trip home!

[littlebird]

Anhedonia is really bad! Wedding a little over a month away, I was hoping I'd be in better shape than this for it. 😭

[littlebird]

Log

Bad sleep, very restless.

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin liquid

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin liquid

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

8pm - 97.5mg Gabapentin

11pm - 25mg Pristiq (late, dammit)

I guess I need to stay up till 1am to take Seroquel? 
 

Starting the day with Wellbutrin instead of Gabapentin is adding a lot of anxiety. Thought it would make me more productive, but I’m freezing.

 

Smoking a lot. Terrible coping skill, I know, but also I’m not drinking on this trip and that’s pretty dope of me. Maybe it’s harm reduction…? Going through it, y’all.

 

I’m worried about the amount of anhedonia I’m having. Wishing I was in a better place, I don’t want to feel this miserable on my wedding day. It’s a little over a month away, so I’m probably going to be this way. Wishing I’d stayed on the 100mg Wellbutrin SR in this moment.

 

Dangit, I have a client dinner next month. I can barely talk to people I know well. Welp! 

 

Gratitude

My pup’s leg is getting better! Glad to be able to go on longer walks with her.

 

Been walking it up myself, strode over 100 miles this month. I think walking more might be helping with mental health, hopefully physical health too.

 

I’m happy to find that I don’t get the same panic/stress levels that I did at a higher level of meds. Didn’t expect that!

 

Lots of robins hopping around and singing today.

[j1290]

3 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Smoking a lot. Terrible coping skill

Maybe if you didn't have like half a dozen of the things on your plate right now I'd say maybe it is time to think about the ciggies.  Right now tho?  I'd enjoy a smokey treat if it gets you through the wedding.   I know it's my natural inclination to set myself up for failure by expecting immediate perfection.  Just my thoughts.  

 

11 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Dangit, I have a client dinner next month. I can barely talk to people I know well. Welp!

I hear you.  Before my secret interview I was thinking I can barely look the front desk clerk in the eye and make small talk, HTF am I going to do an all day interview?  I rose to the occasion and somehow it worked.  I have to think based on your successful track record that you will too.  

 

13 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Lots of robins hopping around and singing today.

Not gonna lie, that's pretty darn cool.  

 

15 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Wishing I’d stayed on the 100mg Wellbutrin SR in this moment.

You have a little time, this might just smooth out and you'll be an even better version of your bad self since you're on a lower dose.   I know I have that WD related anxiety on bumpy days, but less of the nervous/irritable bupropion feelings overall.   

[Thorin]

22 minutes ago, j1290 said:

40 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Smoking a lot. Terrible coping skill

Maybe if you didn't have like half a dozen of the things on your plate right now I'd say maybe it is time to think about the ciggies.  Right now tho?  I'd enjoy a smokey treat if it gets you through the wedding.   I know it's my natural inclination to set myself up for failure by expecting immediate perfection.  Just my thoughts.  

Agree with John 100%. One thing at a time. Don’t Stress the rest. Can come later.

 

23 minutes ago, j1290 said:

41 minutes ago, littlebird said:

Wishing I’d stayed on the 100mg Wellbutrin SR in this moment.

You have a little time, this might just smooth out and you'll be an even better version of your bad self since you're on a lower dose.   I know I have that WD related anxiety on bumpy days, but less of the nervous/irritable bupropion feelings overall.   

I haven’t kept up. Are tapering no more that 10% a month or faster?

 

man you’ve got a lot going on atm. I’d forgive yourself for being wobbly and try to roll with it. You’re only human and you’re dealing with a LOT!

 

You’ve got this LB. One day at a time and one day it will be done and you’ll look back and go ‘that was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I’m so glad that’s over’.

[littlebird]

10 hours ago, j1290 said:

Maybe if you didn't have like half a dozen of the things on your plate right now I'd say maybe it is time to think about the ciggies.  Right now tho?  I'd enjoy a smokey treat if it gets you through the wedding.   I know it's my natural inclination to set myself up for failure by expecting immediate perfection.  Just my thoughts. 

 

10 hours ago, Thorin said:

Agree with John 100%. One thing at a time. Don’t Stress the rest. Can come later.

 

Thank you, friends! I got tears in my eyes, I think I needed to have more compassion for myself. 

 

10 hours ago, j1290 said:

You have a little time, this might just smooth out and you'll be an even better version of your bad self since you're on a lower dose.   I know I have that WD related anxiety on bumpy days, but less of the nervous/irritable bupropion feelings overall. 

True true, I wanted to get off these things for a reason. Better to keep it where I'm at.

 

10 hours ago, Thorin said:

Are tapering no more that 10% a month or faster?

 

man you’ve got a lot going on atm. I’d forgive yourself for being wobbly and try to roll with it. You’re only human and you’re dealing with a LOT!

 

At the moment, I only went down 2.5%. Anything higher felt like too much. Then I started The Family Tour and it was so disruptive I didn't taper any further.

 

The walls are closing in a bit, but I know it's only temporary. Anxiety is kinda through the roof, but that's the be expected.

 

10 hours ago, Thorin said:

You’ve got this LB. One day at a time and one day it will be done and you’ll look back and go ‘that was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I’m so glad that’s over’.

 

Thank you, friend! At this rate, I might be retired by then, but as long as the day eventually comes.

[littlebird]

23 hours ago, littlebird said:

Anhedonia is really bad!

 

Wondering how much of this is spending so much time with family... we leave tonight, maybe a change of environment will bring more feelings back. Lining up therapy to handle everything that I compartmentalized to keep the peace.

 

Once heard that referred to as putting things on credit, you can do it for awhile, but that emotional bill is gonna come. We'll see what I emotionally owe after the last 2 weeks when the time comes, there's always some after-stuff that happens after a family visit.

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 97.5 Gabapentin liquid

2pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

4pm - 97.5 Gabapentin liquid

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

8pm - 100mg Gabapentin pill

10pm - 25mg Pristiq

12am - nibbled part of Seroquel on plane, napped a bit

3am - Home! Gotta wake up in a few hours, might not take full 100mg of Seroquel

 

Gratitude

Grateful to be home! Off on another adventure early tomorrow.

[littlebird]

Log

10am - 25mg Wellbutrin IR

12pm - 100mg Gabapentin pill (on plane)

2pm - excited to see friend, forgot dose

4pm - took 100mg Gabapentin and 25mg Wellbutrin together

6pm - 25mg Wellbutrin

8pm -100mg Gabapentin pill

10pm - 25mg Pristiq

12am - 100mg Seroquel

 

Gratitude

Safe travels, good friend, sunshine! LB is in LA, never been here before other than layovers

[littlebird]

People are so friendly here! Is there something in the water that makes people smile more and be happier? It's very much appealing to my Midwestern Friendliness sensibilities. Between that, the beach, and the sunny weather, got me wishing I was a So Cal bb.

[FireflyFyte]

1 hour ago, littlebird said:

People are so friendly here! Is there something in the water that makes people smile more and be happier? It's very much appealing to my Midwestern Friendliness sensibilities. Between that, the beach, and the sunny weather, got me wishing I was a So Cal bb.

 

Glad you are enjoying the weather and the people!

 

I am debating a move to Florida after my trip there so can appreciate wanting to live in a warmer climate.